creativelywhatever

Today was one of those days where I felt like I would very much rather be dead than continue to live this way the rest of my life. The pain was unbearable for hours. Having no end in sight to never being able to go to pain management or get Aimovig again leaves me feeling like the brittle, cracking shell of an egg that's been stressed to the point of shattering.

Even now, I can sit up and see the screen but every key I type, however lightly, leaves both ears screaming because sound of any sort has become so unbearable.

Please God.. I've suffered more than 2/3 of my life. My entire adult life so far has been flushed down the drain and I can't take anymore.